Have you ever driven long distances and funneled through every station and every song on your playlist and still long for something, just anything to fill your soul. I love music and I really do enjoy singing in the car where no one judges my off key but there has been a longing of needing something more fulfilling.
We all know that time of the day when it comes around. You know, that time when chocolate nor coffee gives you a pick me up, the afternoon slump! ((I see you all nodding your heads))
It is then, in that moment, the thoughts of 5 p.m. start to consume you. Your mind drifts to what your evening plans are, or what the weekend looks like. The mental check out begins!!! You don't WANT to be this person, but alas, you don't know any other way to be.
There is another way!
You can probably tell that I have taken some time. I had to..... and here's why:
Sometimes in the deepest wake of my depression, I can pull it together and muscle through the courage to write inspiring posts. Not lately and still not now, so....
For weeks now, I have been avoiding my planner like the plague. I came to a point where I was writing in it, making a plan but then I wouldn’t pick it back up again until I felt like I needed to clear my mind. Little did I know, chaos would ensue. Last week, I found myself in tears because I was overwhelmed and felt like I had nowhere to put my thoughts, even with the stacks of notebooks and planners that I keep. But wasn’t that my problem?
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