​Have you ever driven long distances and funneled through every station and every song on your playlist and still long for something, just anything to fill your soul. I love music and I really do enjoy singing in the car where no one judges my off key but there has been a longing of needing something more fulfilling. 

You can probably tell that I have taken some time. I had to..... and here's why:

Sometimes in the deepest wake of my depression, I can pull it together and muscle through the courage to write inspiring posts. Not lately and still not now, so....

​For weeks now, I have been avoiding my planner like the plague. I came to a point where I was writing in it, making a plan but then I wouldn’t pick it back up again until I felt like I needed to clear my mind. Little did I know, chaos would ensue. Last week, I found myself in tears because I was overwhelmed and felt like I had nowhere to put my thoughts, even with the stacks of notebooks and planners that I keep. But wasn’t that my problem?